Gia Allemand's suicide shocked us all. Now more heart-breaking details are starting to come out. Gia may not have found love on The Bachelor, although it seemed like she found her prince with the New Orleans Pelicans' Ryan Anderson. But, a source says the couple had a major blowout during a trip to Vegas a few weeks ago because he hadn't proposed to her yet. Also those close to Gia remember her battling insecurities, depression and self-medicating with prescription drugs and cocaine. Gia Allemand will be laid to rest next week in New York.